So I went to church tonight and it was really cool because God met me exactly where I was...I have been really been struggling with all that has been going on in my household at  the moment and I was and still am really confused about it...and I was talking to God telling how confused I was and distracted and that I didn't know what to do....and then a song came on that I had never heard but it seemed that was God's answer to my question....It was called "I had Questions" and God was basically telling me that when things were hard I needed to call on him as my savior and not worry about it and I will admit even after hearing that I am still completely confused and even hurting a little over what is going on but I know that as long as I give it to God He will take care of it but that is the problem no matter how much I think I am giving it to Him I keep trying to take it back and think that I can do something to make the situation better but there is absolutely NOTHING I can do but there is everything GOD can do....well that is really all I have to say and if you are reading this you probably know what I am talking about but if you don't then you can ask me.........

wow...it has been a little while since I last posted and a lot has happened in my life since and I can't say that it has all been good...there are a few things going on right now that i am really confused about and that I have no control over but every day God faithfully gives me strength to keep going and I know that no matter what the outcome of the situation is that God will be there and that is enough to look forward.  Even when I don't understand things I know that God does and that he has a plan which also gives me strength...there have been good things though too...in the next few weeks April will be visiting from IN and I am really excited because she has only came here once since I moved and that was only for a day...so I am really looking forward to that!  Today I worked at the wonderful KROGER and I know it doesn't sound like the most glorious job but I like it a lot and I know that God has a purpose there and there really aren't a lot of Christians in my workplace which gives me a unique opportunities in the relationships that I build...I love the people that I work with and although most of them are very different from me I love that God has given me the joy of being friends with them.  well,  it is late and Katrina needs her beauty rest.....zzzzzzzzzz

Today I went to the casting crowns concert and it was awesome. I am fried because it was suppose to rain so I did not put on sunscreen and now I am hurting! Two things that stuck out to me at the concert. The lead singer was telling a little of his story and he said these words, "God doesn't need you but he wants you." and I just thought wow, so many times I get worked up and forget that very things but how awesome iis it to think that God WANTS us!! After the concert, melissa, me, chandler, and troy stood in line for an hour and a half to get autographs(we were number 244 in line) and the guy in from of us had a shirt that said, 'Live your life so the preacher doesn't have to lie at your funeral~no regrets" and besides being funny that is just something to think about. Well I am going to try and sleep but my body aches so i don't know how well that will go over....ohh yeah and I got the coolest hat ever at one of the tents...it is a pink trucker hat and it has a little brown truck on th front of the hat and it says "truckin for jesus" just had to add that little tidbit!.......